I contacted Bel last night. Bridge told me not to, but I had to tell her we were close to getting the analyzer for her. She seemed... social. But not as much as she should be. Those eyes are still sad and I wish for anything that they change. When I told her about how close we were, her mood changed some. Its as if she was reminded that she may be sick. That there was something wrong with her.
Her emotions have been fluctuating. And I am afraid if she has another shock to her system, she may not return from the emotional catatonic state she uses to protect herself.
If I didnt have Bridgette, I dont know what I would do. Probably go back to Blackburne, take Bel and go to the other end of the verse as far from that as possible.
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